"There is a fine line between knowing when opposition is God trying to show you another way or when it is just a test of courage. If the passively opposing forces cause you to use violence to get them to move, you probably are not on God's path. If you do everything you possibly can to get something to happen & it doesn't, then an angel must be on the road somewhere, so don't beat the donkey. Take a little time out, smell the flowers & re-think your route...& your mission."
What a tapping that my dear colleague extraordinaire gave to me dis morning. Thank you Noves (^_^). True it is that when you think that you are on top of the world, you can also be sitting in a very dangerous place. Things happen & it happens for a reason. & these so called things a.k.a donkeys actually keeps us away from endangering ourselves in ways we cannot see...God works in wonders.Amen!
For me, things seems to fall into places now. Yesterday my mum started her chemo treatment and according to the doctor the wound from the surgery is recovering and she looks energetic today. I'm so happy. Thank God. My mum might be discharge from SMC tommorow depending on her situation. After that, she will still go for another 5 round of chemo. Depending on how her body *cancer cells* respond to it. Hopefully everything will be ok.
But as Egn Beagen my kandz said, I have to be strong for my mum and at the same time I have to be ready to accept the fact. It's hard at times but I have to, life must go on. To be honest, i'm in great fear of losing my mum but part of me doesn't want to see her suffer. I've surrendered everything to God as we human doesn't have the ability to control our life. Thy will be done according to God's will. Hope floats (^_^)~
Another thing, I'm actually facing another problem regarding my career. But now the career path seems to be much more clearer now. Thank God. Both me & Nova will be working in Tawau by end of this April or early May. And before that, both of us will be going to KL for training. For a new beginning *toast to us Noves*. Who knows that there might be something waiting for us there in Tawau kan Noves? *hint* ... ;p
So, always cherish whatever that you have now. count ur downfall season as a blessings from God. Do not beat the donkey cos that donkey might be saving your life.
**They weren't given big ears for nothing!**
~Taking a little time out, to smell the roses & search for the rainbow~
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